Starting Over


Hello,

In truth I never thought I would be writing to you like this again.

But here I am.

I have had the last few months to mostly concentrate on my relationship with God. I’ve spent my life on my knees before God doing my best to learn his lessons and accomplish his assignments. This personal time has shown me a lot, and has resolved my fear of being me in the world.

And, in the end, God has sent me to you to start my work in the world again.

I never thought the destruction of our country would have progressed so much in the short time that I have been away.

What shocked me the most was “seeing” that “they” were planning to arrest you. As though they had such authority.

Not only that, but “they” were planning to impose Martial Law on this country. As though they had such authority. I noticed one of them the other day stated that he was surprised that the military supported you. So I guess that they thought they could just take over the military and actually stage a coup.

And you are at the very center of this storm.

In all seriousness, I have very grave concerns about you and how you are handling this seriousness.

When you were first elected I spent many months locked away creating what I considered an adequate fortress and force around you to keep you safe. One of my gifts is that I know what is true and what isn’t. I realized that there were people who boasted about “having your back,” and yet I saw that there was one who stood at your back.

With a knife in his hand.

I confronted him a couple of times about this, and he reluctantly released the weapon he was planning to use against you.

I don’t know if he’s armed again.

The frustrating thing about the way I have been living is that it affects my health, so I am slowed down, as it were. But it also does not afford me the space to really focus. So until I can get this resolved, miracles are out of the question.

As our relationship degraded, so was the protection that I had spent so long in creating for you. And I fear that I need to revisit that work.

But today I want to talk to you about you.

You have an elfin spirit. You have fun with whatever is before you. And you dance. You dance using the music from all your successes in business. And you dance from your learning to be before people and raising their spirits.

You had fun building your empire. You had fun raising your hand before groveling contestants.

And you have had fun with your job as president, both in campaigning and in challenging your opponents.

I want you to limit your dancing to your campaign events. In fact, by limiting your brilliant ability to dance and sing and juggle all at the same time to these events, it will frustrate people that you aren’t doing this daily any longer and long to be in your presence, or watch your events.

In the real world, I want you to stop having fun.

I need you to do this for a very real reason: your dancing exposes you to attack. You are so focused on being clever and winning battles that you don’t realize how they are sneaking up on you.

I once counselled you to become a lion. And you followed my counsel and easily overturned Nancy.

Now I want you to reframe your behavior and learn to become absolutely still.

Like a tree. I very much need you to be rooted. Absolutely rooted. Strong and still.

In your words I want you to take on the tone of a philosophy professor.

No jokes. No insults. No observations. No sharing of anything personal.

If you have to respond to someone then only do it when you have an answer. Do not answer any of those nonsense questions that you are showered with all the time.

Do not repeat yourself. If you have answered the question once in that time, cut off their tendency to just hound you with the same question.

I want this change for a reason.

When you dance and sing and juggle, your eyes are constantly moving around. It’s how your mind works.

Now I want you to learn to keep your eyes on what is in front of you. Gradually I will teach you to look at one spot but see everything around you.

You really need this.

It will also make your enemies sense that you have stopped playing with them and are taking them seriously. And that you are not going anywhere. You are here to lead this country to redemption and salvation.

We will get through how to deal with them in time.

It has taken me a while to figure out what is really going on. When we last worked together I just looked at the situation through your eyes. That is how I know how vulnerable you are. By the way you are seeing things.

You are applying the principles you learned to succeed in business. The problem with applying those tactics here is that when you won in a business deal, you weren’t besting people who have spent years convincing themselves that they are God and have a “right” to rule the world.

They are not your opponents. Your equals. They see you as just a smudge on the window that they have to clean off.

It’s not about defeat for them. It’s about getting their house in order, and you are merely an irritant that they have to get rid of.

What this means is that no matter what you do, what you accomplish, even in besting them, they will never have respect for you. It just means that they need to invent a bigger and better mouse trap with your name on it.

It’s not about winning or losing for them. It’s about erasing you from history.

Well, the problem is, they are not God.

And we’ve got to show them who is. Which means that miracles are needed. When we have worked closely enough for a while, you will be part of those miracles.

Don’t be afraid. I will always be with you.  And learning to become completely still and focused will help a lot in your training.

But the bottom line is this: I want you to become solely focused on one thing: your demand that they respect you.  Do not allow anything that is not respectful to get by you.  Not a question.  An insult.  No slander or libel.

We are going to bring them to their knees before you.

We will get to courtesy and gratitude in time.

We have a lot of work to do.  Good thing we both like to work.

I hope to see you in time.

With all my heart,

Julia

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