My heart is torn apart. I do not understand why this happened to me. I have no strength left in me. I have no consolation in my heart and I cry to you for help, Father. The Bible says that the Lord is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves such as have a contrite spirit. Comfort me Lord, because all my dreams are shattered. My hope is lost and I find total darkness in front of me.
Lord, help me to bear this agony and the mental stress due to this ordeal and restore to me your joy and peace of mind. I know that your ways are wonderful. Lead me by your Spirit into deeper spiritual experiences and make my life a fruitful one. Lord, I commend every thought and every situation of mine into your loving hands. Thank you, Father, for being with me during these hard times and for your assurances of joy and peace.